Something happened that shook me to the core, wrecked me momentarily and nearly drove me to insanity.
Sobbing uncontrollably – I now know what that means, how that feels.
I could not respond in any other way but with woeful tears.
I had no control over what had occurred, neither did I have the faintest ideas what to do next.
Drained, weak, lost
Emotional hell and back- a very short jolt of trip
Was it fear of losing the essence of my being or the guilt of failing the one precious?
No matter how ready I think I may be for life’s frequent curveballs, I doubt I can ever be fully prepared for their impact.
Especially when they threatened to destroy the core of my existence.