Guilt Fear

Something happened that shook me to the core, wrecked me momentarily and nearly drove me to insanity.

Sobbing uncontrollably – I now know what that means, how that feels.

I could not respond in any other way but with woeful tears.

I had no control over what had occurred, neither did I have the faintest ideas what to do next.

Drained, weak, lost

Emotional hell and back- a very short jolt of trip

Was it fear of losing the essence of my being or the guilt of failing the one precious?

No matter how ready I think I may be for life’s frequent curveballs, I doubt I can ever be fully prepared for their impact.

Especially when they threatened to destroy the core of my existence.

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